Um pouco de drama. Talvez não.

The wind blows and a strand of hair falls out of your hairdo. I think you don't even notice the strand, because normally you hate it when this happens. But you don't move or do something, you're just sitting there and starring at our windows.


You were lively, forceful, you couldn't sit still, you hated to be alone, you laughed all the time and you loved to sing. Every time I heard you sing some happy song.


You didn't notice that I didn't talk to you for days, that I didn't tell you what I think, what I feel.


Aside from the stories in my head I don't have anything any more, because I lost you. It's funny but I don't even know how it came so.


I know it will be better this way. I have to leave while we don't hate each other. As long as we have something like a friendship. As long as we love each other.


You know as well that this is the better way, that I have to go, that we have to break up before it's not too late. I know, it hurt you to hear all this words from me, though you didn't cry in front of me.


I made a face like it's no big deal for me, but it hurt me as much as you. I heard the words come out my mouth and each of them hurt me deep inside.


You silently look at the keys and your eyes are empty. You don't take the keys, you look at me and say with hopeful voice: "Keep them. When you come back...""No," I softly interrupt you. "Don't." Those words definitely say that it's over, that there's no way back, that you can't change it anymore.


I must not show you my feelings, otherwise you won't let me leave and if I don't leave I'll go crazy.


You take a big breath and you say: "You know that...that I love you, don't you?"

I look at the ground and unexpectedly my voice becomes cold: "It doesn't change anything."
It hurts me that I hurt you. I feel guilty. I wanna embrace you, kiss you - even if only for parting - but if I do this I won't leave and I have to leave. I really do.

I didn't believe myself and you didn't either. Something inside me says that some day we will meet each other again. It's impossible to forget you.